al-Haura' Maqsurah.

Mawar Agama (in-sha-Allah)

Najwa Izzati Mohd Rosdi Naim

In sha Allah akan menjadi 18 when the time is right (yes I'm old)

I'm full-time Muslim

Hope to be a self-employed interior designer (please pray for me) ^-^

Love making annoying noises

Enjoy drawing till my last breath (biiznillah)

Wish to be a 'niqabis' if Allah will

I breathe because of Allah. I fight because of Allah. I cry because of Allah. I laugh because of Allah, and I live because of Allah. Without Allah, I'm pretty much nothing.

Pesanan buat Muslimah berharga

Lembut mu tak bererti kau mudah dijual beli
Kau mampu menyaingi lelaki dalam berbakti
Lembut bukan hiasan bukan jua kebanggaan
Tapi kau sayap kiri pada suami yang sejati

Disebalik bersih wajah mu disebalik tabir diri mu
Ada rahsia agung tersembunyi dalam diri
Itulah sekeping hati yang takut pada ilahi
Berpegang pada janji mengabdikan diri

Malu mu mahkota yang tidak perlukan singgahsana
Tapi ia berkuasa menjaga diri dan nama
Tiada siapa yang akan boleh merampasnya
Melainkan kau sendiri yang pergi menyerah diri

Ketegasan mu umpama benteng negara dan agama
Dari dirobohkan dan jua dari dibinasakannya
Wahai puteriku sayang kau bunga terpelihara
Mahligai syurga itulah tempatnya

Buat semua wanita yang bergelar 'Muslimah'

This is my journey from Allah to Allah. Walking with all I might, searching for the one and truly light. Build up the cracked hopes. Repair the broken hearts. Take some and throw some. Put all the pieces back. This is part of the life. Through ups and downs, shall I be tough. I will fight with all my heart. I will try with all I might.

Thank you memories, you make me strong ^^

Wednesday 22 May 2013 | 01:35 |

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Peace be upon you, dear readers.

Have you ever had bad memories? Memories that hurt you so much that you wish it'd be forgotten .. But, life doesn't work like that. It supposed to be that way.

I want to live with all my memories. Even if they're bad memories. Even if they're memories that only hurt me... that I'd rather forget. If I keep them and keep trying, without running away, then someday I'll be strong enough that those memories can't defeat me. I believe that because I want to think that there's no such thing as a memory that's ok to forget.

well, I guess I'm a bit stronger now. Thanks for all the memories, especially the bad ones. Just look at me now, I'm able to breathe like a normal person again. Though it hurts, but I know this will give something that's way sweeter. So, I think .. they shouldn't be forgotten, the memories, both good and bad will remain in my heart no matter what. I want to keep them both, so that when I'm sad, the good memories that I had could cheers me up a bit thinking that life is not that bad .. and when I've forgotten the hardship of life, again with all the bad memories could put me back on a track of life, where there are obstacles and happiness.

yes, pardon the bad grammar. Just want you to know, I will always include you in my memory even though you're my past. Well, come to think about it, it's not really nice of me to ignore all the things that'd led me now... to the better life. Yes, thank you Allah. I will keep them both! Fighting!